LAST MINUTE STRESSES !!!!!!

OH GOD WE LEAVE LONDON IN FORTY-EIGHT HOURS AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH MY BAG WEIGHS BUT IT FEELS REALLY HEAVY AND THERE'S STILL ALL THIS STUFF I HAVEN'T PACKED AND DID I REALLY BUY THIS MUCH CRAP WHILE I WAS OVER HERE ?? BUT I LOVED IT ALL AND IT WAS ALL ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY AT THE TIME (YES I NEEDED FOUR COATS, IT WAS WINTER FOR EIGHT MONTHS!) AND I DON'T WANT TO THROW ANY MORE STUFF AWAY IT'S ALL ESSENTIAL AND EVEN THOUGH IT'S ALMOST SUMMER IN STRAYA IT WILL SOON BE WINTER AGAIN AND WHY DIDN'T WE SEND MORE STUFF HOME WITH THE REMOVALISTS BUT HOW WERE WE SUPPOSED TO ANTICIPATE HOW MUCH STUFF WE STILL HAVE ??? WE COULD LEAVE SOME STUFF HERE BUT WHO KNOWS HOW LONG IT'LL BE TILL WE'RE BACK AND FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK EVERYTHING IS DIFFICULT AND I HAVE TOO MUCH STUFF AND NOT ENOUGH CHOCOLATE